I think my grandparents are Finally getting it!!!

Yes, you heard that correctly!! I think my grandparents are finally realising that I AM ill and that I need some extra help and to hear some comforting words.

I went to see them again today, it was paticulary buy choice but I had to has the builders are in our house and I couldn't get in after I got back from the School Centre. The first thing my grandma said to me when I walked through the door was, "How are you, you don't look too well?". I told her that I wasn't feeling too well and was really tired has I hadn't slept properly and she told me to sit down and rest and made me some tea. Before today, it was a real nightmare trying to get them to understand and they wouldn't show any interest in my illness what-so-ever but today I actually felt like they cared and wanted to hear how I was. My nanan told me that I need to tell them exactly how I feel rather than trying to protect them from everything, which was nice.

I think that me struggeling round to see them on Monday did help, it didn't help my pain but I do think it made them realise that I can hardly walk short distances and made them understand why I need to use the extension.

I really hope that they are going to start understanding from now on as it would make things so much easier knowing that someone in my family, other than my mum is there for me when I need to just let things out.

Things will never be the same has they were before RSD has they have hurt me too much for me to be able to trust them but I do think they are finally starting to understand somewhat.

A big thanks also to Felicia for writing the letter to my grandparents, I really think that helped also, even though they wont admit to it.