School and Home Tuition

I have just got in from School and I am soooo tired, I haven't been sleeping well at all over the last few days and that in itself is stressing me out. I came home from school about 30 minutes early because I was so tired and non of my friends turned up at Break again to sit with me. My friends are supposed to have a Pass which means that they can come and sit with me every break, I tell them to meet me in the School's Reception but they never do for one reason or another. I always knew that getting back into the swing of things with my friends would be hard but I think it's a little bit unfair that they don't come and sit with me when they are supposed to!

Today in School I had Geography and Science. The Teachers wanted me to go upstairs for Geography but I told them that I couldn't because I was wobbling all over the place even with 2 crutches!! I ended up working in the School's library and a teacher came and sat with me. We have a Science exam coming up soon which is pretty important has it dictates what sets we will be in next year at School.

My mum is talking to her boss at work today about a group that the Youth Club run called "Anxious and Phobic" or something like that. The group has about 6 children and runs 4-5 days a week for 3 hours a day during school hours. Most of the kids that go there have either been out of school for a long time and having difficulty coping with going back to school (like myself), are getting bullied at school, don't want to go to school or are scared of school for one reason or another. The Club is set like a proper School setting and you get a lot of one-to-one work which I think would be useful. Don't get me wrong, I want to go to school but we just feel that it isn't going as well as we expected, I am finding it stressful and most of my friends don't understand. Hopefully that club would alow me to still get my studies done and socialise with people who understand.

Yesterday my Home Tutor came to help me with my Homework so that was a bit off stress off my shoulders thankfully!! I like my tutor has he explains things really well unlike most school teachers! He is coming again tomorrow to help me.

I better go and take a nap now, I am so tired!!